Hawkins, Midori Inneah

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HAWKINS, MIDORI INNEAH

( B A S I C )

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FULL NAME:
Midoriko Inneah Hawkins

DATE OF BIRTH AND AGE:
08/02/1989 | Twenty

SPECIES:
Human

GENDER AND SEXUAL ORIENTATION:
female | likes boys

CURRENTLY LIVES:
Forks, WA

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION:
Midori is one of those girls that you might not know is even there. At least in her mind. She considers herself to be a very plain person. She didn’t always think this, she did try to accent her better features. Back in high school, she wasn’t exactly popular, but she had good friends, and she tried to dress and look trendy. The tail ends of fashion trends, highlights in her hair, small touches of makeup. Her brother Corbin once told her that she didn’t need any of that stuff, that she was a natural beauty. She had believed him back then. Now, she’s not so sure.

As far as looks go, Mii really isn’t that unique. She has hazel eyes, the lightest of her family, and dark auburn hair that she keeps about shoulder length. She can’t be fussed to do much with it these days. If anything, it is pushed back with a headband, or tied back in a sloppy ponytail. Makeup rarely, if ever, touches her now. She doesn’t see much point in dolling herself up.

Her body in high school, and most of her life, really, was fairly toned. She didn’t look anorexic, like the trend seemed to be. She wasn’t a stick, but she still had curves. She had that athletic look going for her, the result of a combination of dancing and riding. Now, at twenty, she’s carrying a few extra pounds, though chasing after an energetic three year old should take care of them. And Athrun, if she can ever get the time to ride him.


( O T H E R )
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LIKES:
Shawn, her three year old
Horses, namely her Friesian stallion, Athrun
Her brothers
Milk chocolate
Pretending to be invisible
Rain
Reading

DISLIKES:
Bad dreams
Certain memories
Zach, when he teases her
Doctors and needles (lifelong fears)
Criticism of her parenting
Being called names


STRENGTHS:
Supermommy! She can chase Shawn around all day long.
Compassion – She’s nice, and genuinely cares about people.
Creative – Writing, inventing ways to entertain Shawn.

WEAKNESSES:
People that look like Adrian – She’ll jump a little.
Her family, especially Corbin and Shawn – She loves them, and would do anything for them.


FEARS:
Doctors/Needles – Like kryptonite. Will reduce her to shivering on a good day, and a tearful mess on a bad day.
The day Adrian is released from prison/Losing Shawn – Essentially, she doesn’t want Adrian around. Ever. Period.

PERSONALITY DESCRIPTION:
Midori is naturally quiet and shy. She has been that way since she was a little girl. New people tend to make her blush, and she looks down a lot. Making eye contact is something difficult for her to do with a new face. However, with an energetic three year old son to follow, Shawn tends to make her run into all kinds of strange people. He finds it funny. She’s having a harder time with it.

Generally, with people she knows, Midori is an open book. There are few topics she won’t touch on, but those few are understandable. When Corbin needs a break from studying, she loves to curl up on his bed and just talk. Her oldest brother is more or less her best friend.

All through school, while shy, Midori made friends easily. She was laid back, and once someone found an “in” to talk to her, she would open up a bit. Horses were always an easy topic. Of course, it also made her a target. She had been lucky enough to have a pony when she was younger, but it earned her nicknames like the “Crazy Horse Girl” from small minded boys. Still, while the names hurt, she was always good at hiding emotions, and let them roll off her back like water off a duck. Only Corbin can read her well enough to tell when she’s upset and keeping it from the rest of the world.

After she was raped, Midori changed. Anyone would in her position. She became more introverted, and she tended to shy away from men. All men. Corbin knew something was off about her when he’d put his hand on her shoulder and she’d jumped a mile high. As the baby of the family, she had never been hurried to grow up. But after Adrian, she was forced to. Growing up in a hurry wasn’t difficult, but after Shawn was born, she found herself coming back again. During her pregnancy, she lost most of what was left of her self esteem, and she was very hate filled. She directed most of this anger towards her unborn child. “It”, she called him. She didn’t want to bond. But after Shawn was born, it was impossible to be cruel. He was hers. And he was innocent. They only thing he’d done wrong was to have a monster for a father. With the bond between mother and child in place, Midori has found her former self coming back. She’s generally happier, and more confident. She really believes it was Shawn that changed her.


( H I S T O R Y )
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MOTHER:
Adrienne Hawkins

FATHER:
Jonathan Hawkins

SIBLINGS:
Corbin Aaron Hawkins - 23
Zachary Elias Hawkins – 22

HOMETOWN:
New York City, NY

HISTORY ESSAY:
Midori rounded off the Hawkins’ family of five. The youngest of three children, preceded by two brothers. From the beginning, she was closest to her oldest brother, Corbin. He doted on her, and as a result, she followed him around everywhere. Most brothers would find this annoying. Corbin, however, didn’t seem to mind.

Midori had a fairly normal childhood. From the time she was eight, she was taking regular riding lessons, and for her tenth birthday, her parents proudly presented her with a leased Quarter Pony, Revolution. Every weekend, and every night she could beg her parents to take her, she was at the stables near Central Park, just spending time with the pony.

Of course, she outgrew Revolution, like all kids outgrow their first ponies. For her sixteenth birthday, a Friesian stallion named Athrun was purchased. Midori fell in love. She adored her stallion so much that when her friends at school would ask her if she was dating anyone, she would absently answer “Athrun” without thinking, much to their amusement. Her focus was dressage and hunter jumping, as well as her dance classes outside of Athrun and school. She was a busy teenager, with friends, family, school, and her extra activities. She might have been a bit socially awkward at times, but she was happy. And she didn’t think that anything could break that.

Until just after her seventeenth birthday. Like any other night, she was upstairs, sprawled on her bed, doing homework. Her parents were at her middle brother, Zach’s hockey game. Corbin was downstairs with one of his university friends, doing some kind of case study. She had tried not to go down. Corbin’s friend, Adrian, had always unnerved her. But she’d never told her brother that. She didn’t want to hurt his feelings by trashing his friends. When Corbin came up to tell her he was leaving for a bit, but that Adrian was there just in case, she wanted to tell him no. She didn’t want to be left with him. She had always had a good sense of intuition, and the alarm bells were ringing.

Since that night, she had learned to trust her instincts. Adrian had made sure Corbin was really gone before stealing up the stairs. Before Midori could react, defend herself, he had grabbed her, forced her down, and raped her. Then he’d gone back downstairs, calm as anything. Meanwhile, Midori had shut and locked her door, and lay on her bed, shuddering and crying. She was a champion at locking up her feelings, however, and did her best to swallow everything about it.

Which is a very, very difficult thing to do when you’re holding a positive pregnancy test in your hand. And your only experience with sex was rape. Seventeen years old, and she was pregnant. It wasn’t exactly something she could hide, not easily. Corbin was the first person she told, and it was simply because she couldn’t hold onto it anymore.

Her family was supportive of her, whatever her choice. She couldn’t bring herself to get rid of it, no matter how much she claimed to hate it. So, she went through with the pregnancy. She finished her high school diploma online, and was certain that she was going to give the baby up once it was born. But, once he was out in the world, and in her arms... all the hate, all the anger she’d felt, was gone.

Shawn is her world, more so than Athrun ever was. She’s twenty now, and Shawn is three years old. He’s energetic, and tends to run his mother ragged. She’s heard every cruel name under the son for a young mother, but she doesn’t care anymore. She loves her son, and she is relatively happy with the way things turned out.


( P U P P E T E E R )
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ALIAS:
Madders

AGE:
Six and a half.

ROLEPLAY EXPERIENCE:
I have experience. That is all you need to know.

HOW DID YOU FIND US:
Actually, I'm lost. Can anyone tell me how I got here?

OTHER CHARACTERS?:
Corbikins. <3

SECRET PHRASE:
NACHOS. BRAZIL. MACARENA! SWITZERLAND

RP EXAMPLE:

Exempt, as per Jenna's rule. xD

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